Posted by Anonymous on 2013/11/20 under Uncategorized So, my Dad is over protective, my mum thinks my opinions are worthless, and I have trouble controlling my anger and I get depressed. I have trouble letting people know what I’m thinking because I feel like it just doesn’t matter to them. My friend has a therapist for her depression and she feels mine isn’t as bad. I tried to tell her, but I was blown off. Every time I try to open up, I am blown off. It makes me feel like s***, and I hate it. I want a boyfriend at some point, but my standards are high, I’m not talented, I’m relatively pretty but I’m at that point where its easy to overlook me so everyone does. The only thing I can do to get people to notice me is to be loud, so I am. I am known as either the loud one, or the amusing one. I can’t talk to men because my Dad has never let me, so I don’t know how to talk around them. So I probably won’t ever get married or be in a happy relationship. People only like having me around because I’m like a pet. I amuse them, so they bring me along for laughs. I hate it and I just want to stop existing. I doubt anyone would notice if I did.